my name is scott. i live in colorado. i consider my self a gentleman. love music and reading. i drink coffee and tea. i love just kicken back. im an entrepreneur and an enthusiast.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
Countdown to the new Mumford & Sons album: 115 days
d’aww mumford and sons, why you so cute
(Source: mumford-andthewhale)
kitchen table (by clarabellacraft)
Yes I know. (But please read this all. Theres a part especially for you (: ) And the thing is. I’ve had it told to me so many times already. That its just a numbing feeling now. Like when you think itll get better through drugs, or drinking. But it reallg doesnt. It makes it a whole lot worse. Having people come up to me that I dont know, telling me to.kill my self. That I was no good. It made me think it was true. But after long days of counciling I got through it. I stopped cutting my self. Trying to kill my self. Beating kids almost to death to make my self feel better. But you have it rough dont you? Not being able to live in the place you want. Maybe texas idk… Or maybe all your good friends just left you. Out to dry. Maybe you got caught with a mip.. (mission in possible) doesnt matter. I still love you so fucking much. That words said become thoughts never spoke.. Past few weeks ive had people I dont know call me, text me. Telling me to end my life. I thought I was bigger than that. But than, once again fell into.a deep stage of depression. Not caring. Drinking. Smoking. it sucks. I feel so worthless. Helpless. I say shit I dont mean. Idk why. Maybe to push them further. That way I dont know how it feels to have someone so close, just leave. Who knows. But hopefully. This “anon” message made you feel better. More secure of your self. Go and tell your friend L.L that you did it. Its okay, I made him feel like shit, because he did the same to you. I dont blame you. It seems like a good choice. Hopefully you read all this. Cause I love and miss you. Alot. Thats okay. See you around.
Look at that forest
